Sunday, December 5, 2010

Finding Love...

Love and music, two of the most common languages spoken. I saw the truth in these lines from the Bible recently. They go as follows:

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Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous; love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful.

Love take no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

Love does not come to an end. But if there are gifts of prophecy, the time will come when they must fail; or the gift of languages, it will not continue for ever; and knowledge-for this, too, the time will come when it must fail.

For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophesying is imperfect; but once perfection comes, all imperfect things will disappear. When I was a child, I used to talk like a child, and think like a child, and argue like a child, but now I am a man, all childish ways are put behind me.

Now we are seeing a dim reflection in a mirror; but then we shall be seeing face to face. The knowledge that I have now is imperfect; but then I shall know as fully as I am known.

In short, there are three things that last; faith, hope and love and the greatest of these is love.
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The language of love - the love of God - the purest form of love. Love conquers all!!!

Friday, November 12, 2010

Thursday, October 28, 2010

The Price of Peace

I am reading this book called "Dare 2B Wise" by authors Joe White and Kelli Stuart. The book contains chapters which are presented as 10-minute devotions, reflections on values. This particular chapter I read called "the price of peace", I thought was very inspiring. In order to establish the permanency of the content I decided to write the contents of the chapter as a blog-post. 
What follows hence, is an excerpt from the the book in the words of Joe White.

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Better a dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting, with strife.
--Proverbs 17:1
How much money do you have?
How beautiful is she?
How "hot" is he?
What kind of car do you drive?
How fast can he run the forty?
How big is her house?
How skinny is your body?
How muscular is he?
What kind of clothes does she wear?

In our appearance-crazed society, we measure "wealth" in a lot of interesting ways, such as our looks, our athletic ability, our car, our figure, our build.
I've probably met a million kids in my lifetime. I've talked with thousands one-on-one. I've gotten to know hundreds pretty well.
You wanna know what? The most beautiful are usually not the happiest. The most handsome may not be the most fulfilled. The best athlete is not necessarily the most content with himself. The guy with the hottest car is not generally the most peaceful.
In fact looks, talents and wealth usually have very little to do with a person's inner peace, joy, and sense of fulfillment. In the long run, the things that matter the most aren't the things we can see and possess.
Advertisers unrelentingly work to make us think that things are paramount, so they can sell their product.
If people were content with who they are and what they have, clothing and jewelery and diet deals wouldn't sell very well, would they?
Peace -- in your family and in yourself -- is what really matters.
Do you have joy in your heart? Joy comes from being thankful in all circumstances and serving others more than you serve yourself.

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Thank you.

Friday, October 22, 2010

r v Natural-Born Cyborgs?

Our Cognitive Science class decided to attend this talk on October 20th, 2010; titled "Natural-born Cyborgs? Reflections on Bodies, Minds and Human Enhancement". This talk fit right into the research realm of the course  and hence it was relevant that we attended. The session as expected was very insightful and intellectually stimulating all the way. The presenter was Dr. Andy Clark, a very charismatic personality and quite an emphatic speaker. He is a Professor of Philosophy and Chair in Logic and Metaphysics at the University of Edinburgh in Scotland. I even tried googling him and found this wikipedia link --> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andy_Clark, which apparently means,"He is a big deal!"

I intend on reviewing the talk through this blog-post. Yeh, that's right! I was that impressed. :)

Disclaimer: The sentences that follow, hence, will be a bunch of random ideas, conclusions, inferences, quotations; with little or no coherency. I apologize for any confusion this may cause, but somehow I like the mystery element associated with this form of expression.

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Cyborg: part human, part machine.
The idea behind a Cyborg: The biological platform of humans are limited and hence upgrade the platform through technology (eg:- pacemakers, cochlear implants, birthcontrol drugs, PC's, iPhone's, GPS's etc).
The factor that causes the research progress is that the idea of "normal" changes with time. What's normal is very open-ended and relative to time and being. Biology and technology, both keep getting complex over time.
Not far is the day when us Homosapiens will be called Robosapiens and that will mark the next phase in evolution.
We as human beings continually engineer and re-engineer our own behavioral and mental capacities. The paper "Cyborgs and Space" discusses this idea of human-machine hybrids, wherein it is possible to retro-fit humans to space. So basically instead of trying to tailor the universe to suit the human, it is a great deal easier to tailor the human to suit the universe.
Whenever we think of cyborgs, we imagine a being that has been wired first hand like the terminator. Now,  this is a common misconception that I shared in having before the talk. As far as the technological incorporation is concerned, it is the synergy that counts between the artificial addition and the being, as opposed to the direct connection/wiring, whatever we may choose to call it.

There are many brilliant minds who have been and are involved in this active field of research such as: Dr. Daniel Clement Dennett, Lev Semyonovich Vygotsky, Varla, Thompson, Rosch, Bruner, Norman, Heidegger, Gibson, Bateson to name a few.

The entire concept of the "Natural-Born Cyborgs" can be traversed through 4 connected parts:

1. Augmenting the body
"I am the sum-total of the parts I control directly." - Daniel Dennett.
This idea being so novel back in the day, Heidegger needed to introduce several neologisms to capture the depth of concept such as 'present-at-hand' and 'ready-to-hand', which are now used to describe attitudes towards various things in the world.
Stelarc (Stelios Arkadiou), a Greek-Australian performance artist whose work focuses heavily on extending the capabilities of the human body, has a third mechanical arm attached to his body. He controls the extra limb through surface electromyography.
Metaphorically expressed, "We do not will our hand to move, we will for the task to be done." This is the general attitude towards the unification of the eternal technological element and our biological selves. Its use should be subliminal and not conscious.
For eg:- Car drivers in their vehicle, Mechanics with their tools, Musicians with their instruments etc.
"Phantoms in the Brain" was one of the books recommended by Andy Clark, that deals with probing the mysteries of the human mind.
Paralympic runner Oscar Pistorius, also known as the "blade runner" or the "fastest man on no legs", is a double amputee and runs with the aid of Cheetah Flex-Foot carbon fibre transtibial artificial limbs by Ossur. He has been able to set several world records running on his prosthetics. A similar case, is that of American athlete, actress, and fashion model Aimee Mullins. She also uses prosthetic limbs owing to the amputation of both her biological legs.

2. Extending the Senses
"Our mind and senses are just as negotiable as body parts."
Really?

Sensory Substitution means to transform the characteristics of one sensory modality into stimuli of another sensory modality. Tactile Visual Sensory Substitute is an example of the implementation of this concept. Several new systems have been developed that interface the tactile image to tactile receptors on different areas of the body such as the on the chest, brow, fingertip, abdomen, and forehead.
"Sensory Substitution and the Human-Machine Interface" is an excellent paper which explores the idea of developing systems that compensate for sensory loss.
Consider the example of the "feelSpace Project", a belt with vibrators attached, which are governed by heading information from an electronic compass: the one vibrator pointing north is active. Thereby, the belt user is constantly provided with tactile heading information relative to the earth's magnetic field. If, for instance, the user is directed to west, the vibrator on his right hip vibrates. Studies show that after 6 weeks of constant wear, subjects displayed improved spatial awareness.
"Beyond sensory substitution - learning the sixth sense", "Why red doesn't sound like a bell" are among several other works that delve into the topic of sensory substitution.

So basically, the bottomline is: 
Maybe our senses too are just a set of garments, just like the parts of the body. We are re-configurable!

3. Enhancing the Mind
Brains: masters of 'productive laziness'
Anecdote:
"Do you the time?"
"Yes!"
and THEN we look at the watch.

"Curing Cognitive Hiccups", "Genius", "The Extended Mind", "The Memory Glasses: Wearable Computing for Just-in-Time Memory Support", "Recognizer" are among several publications, books and softwares that contribute to research in the area of enhancing the mind.

4. Our Worlds, Ourselves
...a kind of a personal dissolution into the bio-technological matrix.
As far as progress is concerned :"BLOAT" shouldn't bother us as much as "SHRINKAGE".
Carolyn Baum discovered a certain place where patients with Alzheimer's lived in a regular domestic home environment instead of care homes. How did they survive? Well, they went about their daily activities with the help of cognitive props, tools and aids.
Consider the case of Patrick Jones, a working catholic deacon in Colorado Springs, whose suffered traumatic brain injury. What enables him to go about his daily activites? He uses a combination of Evernote, a Mac program for visualization called Curio and an iPhone. So basically his biological limitations have been overcome by harnessing the use of technology. Technology has become such an indispensable part of deacon Patrick's life that if we deleted his Evernote data, it would be like inflicting brain damage on someone while he slept.
"What if HM had a Blackberry?" a very interesting article published in the magazine Psychology Today by Dr. Gary Marcus. It speaks of coping with amnesia using modern technology.

Conclusion
Dr. Andy Clark then concluded the session with a line from Yeat's poem, 'He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven':- "Tread softly because you tread on my dreams"

Observations from the question answer session that followed;
1. Because of economic divide, we could speciate into a different race based on the technology we can afford, which serves as the agency.
2. Dependence on technology or Interdependence between the biological being and the technological enhancement shouldn't be mistaken as cognitive shrinkage, but right identified as cognitive re-distribution.

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I wish to conclude with a dialogue from the movie "I, Robot".

Detective Del Spooner (Will Smith's character): Human beings have dreams. Even dogs have dreams, but not you, you are just a machine. An imitation of life. Can a robot write a symphony? Can a robot turn a... canvas into a beautiful masterpiece?
Sonny (Robot): Can *you*?

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Anybody and Everybody - Really? Is that what you want?

Full due credits to the author and success coach - Robin Sharma, for the story below:-

The Tale of Two Fields 

Once, there was a pristine green field that was alive and lush, amidst the extraordinary bloom of Springtime. Next to it happened to sit another field. This one full of weeds, dirt and rough edged stones. A testament to mediocrity. And an acute lack of care.



Through the operation of Nature's laws, the seeds of the weeds from the mediocre field were slowly blown over to the lush field. And so, day by day, the once stunningly beautiful one - with once awesome potential - succumbed to the influence of it's low-grade next door neighbor.



Before the season was through, there sat two fields. Both completely overcome by weeds. 



The leadership lesson for you and I (in this world that aches for real leaders): your influences and environments matter. The people you associate with will infect your thinking. The content of what you read/watch/listen to will affect your game. And the things you surround yourself with will determine whether you work at wow. Or end up at a field called mediocre.
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With the experiences I've had thus far in my life, there has been a significant change in my attitude and personality with gaining the understanding that "it is not important to be all things to all people, but it is important to be all I can be". One fine day, pondering on the idea expressed in the story above, I felt inspired to write the lines below-->

"It is possible for all living beings to mingle with each other; it does not seem a unique characteristic. The unique part is when we are able to use discernment over abilities. It is important to protect ourselves at all times from negative influences. This is what goes on to eventually determine 'Thought Quality' ~ 'Life Quality'."

But then again, there is a need to mention - the desire for life experiences and ways to attain them is subjective to every individual.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Interdependence

I recently read this article titled "Interdependence" on one of the blogs I follow. Funnily the next time I checked in on the article it wasn't there anymore. Thankfully, I had printed it out. Now since I have the tendency to lose the pages that I collect, I decided that I'd imprint the article on the blog. Why am I doing this? I loved the simple, surprising truth it conveys. So here goes -->
We all depend on one another for all kinds of things, don't we? We depend on the butcher, the baker, the candlestick maker. Interdependence. That's fine! We set up society this way and we allot different functions to different people for the welfare of everyone, so that we will function better and live more effectively -- at least we hope so. But to depend on another psychologically -- to depend on another emotionally -- what does that imply? It means to depend on another human being for my happiness.

Think about that. Because if you do, the next thing you will be doing, whether you're aware of it or not, is DEMANDING that other people contribute to your happiness. Then there will be a next step -- fear, fear of loss, fear of alienation, fear of rejection, mutual control. Perfect love casts out fear. Where there is love there are no demands, no expectations, no dependency. I do not demand that you make me happy; my happiness does not lie in you. If you were to leave me, I will not feel sorry for myself; I enjoy your company immensely, but I do not cling.

I enjoy it on a non-clinging basis. What I really enjoy is not you; it's something that's greater than both you and me. It is something that I discovered, a kind of symphony, a kind of orchestra that plays one melody in your presence, but when you depart, the orchestra doesn't stop. When I meet someone else, it plays another melody, which is also very delightful. And when I'm alone, it continues to play. There's a great repertoire and it never ceases to play.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Eat, Pray, Love

The experience of watching the movie Eat, Pray, Love felt like therapy. I really enjoyed it because it was relatable in so many ways. Through out the movie I kept scribling down dialogues that appealed to me. Some of those lines felt like messages that could be applied to different aspects or experiences in life. So here goes,

When Julia Roberts had this aching desire to travel and felt lost in her marriage --
"The only thing more impossible than staying was leaving."

She was confused how to pray, this was how she started --
"I am a big fan of your work, God."

The realization that dawned on her, whilst at her spiritual pursuits --
"Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation. We must always be prepared for endless waves of transformation."

This was a no-brainer line --
Older man to Julia Roberts: "Your probably the only person in the world to fall asleep while at meditation."

Older man helping Julia Roberts through her mental distractions --
"You wanna get to the castle, you gotta swim through the moat."
"You need to select your thoughts the way you select your clothes in the morning."

Julia Roberts writes to her ex-boyfriend --
"Its not that I need easy right now, I just can't have so hard."

Older man to Julia Roberts: "Your gonna stay here till you forgive yourself. Everything else will take care of itself."

Julia Roberts in the dream sequence with her ex-husband. This is where she lets go of the past baggage --
Husband: I'm gonna love you.
Liz: So love me.
Husband: I'm gonna miss you.
Liz: So miss me.
Send me a love line everytime you think of me and then drop it. Nothing lasts forever.

Older man to Liz: Hey groceries, believe in love again.

Liz's faith realization:
"God dwells within you, as you."

Random from here on ----

"Smile with your face. Smile with your eyes. Smile with your liver."

Guy: "You really look {pause}"
Liz: "Ravishing?"
Guy: "Astonishing!"

"Only way to heal is to trust."

Guy: "You don't need a man Liz, you need a champion."

Finally --> Physics of the quest
"If you are brave enough to leave behind everything that's comforting and set out in a quest, treat everyone along the way as teachers, truth will reveal itself."

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Hearing voices

Until you know that life is inspiring,and find it so,
you haven't found the message of your soul.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Talk about meaningful lyrics

This song forms the closing piece to one of the House series episodes. Have been listening to it for a couple of days now. I've realized that it makes enough sense to qualify to be here. 
Its called "Desire" by Ryan Adams.

Tranquility expressed through song

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

A Reason, a Season or a Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or
a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you
will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is
usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have
come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a
godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason
you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realise is that our need has been met, our
desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you
sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON . . .
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount
of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things
you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person, and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life. It is said
that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant


It should be known that the poem above is not originally mine. I would have given the writer credit, but it was attributed as anonymous.
After I read this poem, I realized that it formed the most fitting conclusion to my previous post. That's the reason its here...

Change cOgnition proGress "The Light"

Over the past few weeks I've had the privilege of interacting with this very interesting person. Its been a great experience intellectually, philosophically and personally.

Its interesting how in a conversation he could completely rip my life apart, but then in the next instant help me realize how through my past experiences they piece together to form this amazing masterpiece of my "past life". Its amazing how I could feel so much not in control but at the same time also in control in a conversation. Just interacting with this person involves a roller coaster of experiences {staying true to the title of my blog here...:P}.

I've read a ton of inspirational quotes to date. But the one that stands out is the monologue from the movie "Coach Carter" about being afraid of the light as opposed to the darkness. It forms one of my past blogposts'. So this friend shared his with me and after I read it, it seemed quite similar to the one I associated with.

Its from the series "Everwood" and this is how it goes:-

The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw, my inability to change. I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... It feels safer somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... Who knows what other pain might be out there, waiting for you. Chances are it could be even worse. So you maintain the status quo. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... Except maybe yourself a little. When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really close. Which, thank God, they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again.

In conclusion, I now truly believe "..." --> please refer to my next blogpost titled "A Reason, a Season or a Lifetime"

Sunday, May 9, 2010

dOwN tO ThE bAsiCs



Decrypt --> iTstHekInGdOmoFcOnsCIeNceOrnOthInGatAlL

Thursday, April 22, 2010

The Eureka Forum

This blogpost is a transcribe{sort of} of the Eureka Forum, which was an event organized by the The Center for Values in Medicine, Science and Technology to discuss the moments of sudden insight that are a defining but mysterious aspect of human thought.
A few speakers were invited to share their "Eureka Moments," including: Dr. John Pawelek (Yale School of Medicine), Dr. Susan Jerger (School of Behavioral and Brain Sciences), Dr. Wolfgang Rindler (Physics Department, School of Natural Sciences and Mathematics), Robert Xavier Rodríguez (composer, conductor, School of Arts and Humanities), and Dean Dennis Kratz (School of Arts and Humanities).

The purpose of writing this blog-post is because I wanted to share my experience at the event with those who couldn't make it.
Please note --> the text you find below might be entirely incoherent in certain places. In some places the in-cohesiveness is because of my lack of understanding of the area discussed and in other places because I couldn't capture the first account fast enough in writing. But I guess, whatever I've managed to capture does reflect the essence of the event.



The Eureka Forum


Dr. David Chanell (History Department, School of Arts and Humanities)
"Archimedes' Eureka moment is better a story than history.
Examples of Eureka moments -->
1. Sir Isaac Newton's Eureka moment: the force that caused the apple to fall straight to the earth.
2. James Watt: Watt's "eureka" moment suddenly came to him while he was taking a walk on Glasgow Green: he would create a vacuum in the condenser to suck the steam out of the cylinder by using an air pump. A working model was completed by 1765.
3. Eureka moment in the combined field of Electricity and Magnetic's {I couldn't catch the name of the inventor. Suppose it was Denis something. Not too sure!}: flowing electricity creates a magnetic field.
4. Charles Darwin: struggle for existence was the driving force behind evolution.

Some observations based on an insight into the history of Eureka moments -
1. They all happened when the scientists weren't actively involved in the center of problem solving i.e. they weren't present at the site of the research. However, they were actively engaged at all times.
Conclusion --> Chance favors the prepared mind!
 Big Idea --> Be Observant
2. Cause of the Eureka moments -- going back and forth between visual thinking and literal thinking.
Application --> our own little small Eureka moment {discover the arrow on the FedEx package}"


Dr. Wolfgang Rindler (Physics Department, School of Natural Sciences and Mathematics):
"Its hard to find an explainable Eureka moment.

Eureka moment --> In London, 1954...taught the relativity course...length contraction effect -- Length contraction, according to Hendrik Lorentz, is the physical phenomenon of a decrease in length detected by an observer in objects that travel at any non-zero velocity relative to that observer...example used to explain to the students...involved a fast walking man, represented by a rod, falling into a grate. It is assumed that the rod is entirely over the grate before the downward acceleration begins. The downward acceleration is simultaneous (in the grate frame of reference) and equally applied to each point in the rod....question asked by brilliant student, "From the perspective of the grate, the rod undergoes a length contraction and fits into the grate. However, from the perspective of the rod, it is the grate undergoing a length contraction, through which it seems the rod is then too small to fall."
In fact, the downward acceleration of the rod, which is simultaneous in the grate's frame of reference, is not simultaneous in the rod's frame of reference. In the rod's frame of reference, the front of the rod is first accelerated downward, if left at that then would mean that the man would stub his toe against the grate. However, taken further, more and more of the rod is subjected to the downward acceleration, until finally the back of the rod is accelerated downward, this is because it takes time for the information of the hit to travel to the back of the rod and by the times its traveled, the rod's fallen in. This results in a bending of the rod in the rod's frame of reference. It should be stressed that, since this bending occurs in the rod's rest frame, it is a true physical distortion of the rod which will cause stresses to occur in the rod."


Dr. John Pawelek (Yale School of Medicine):
{Couldn't catch much of what he said, since it was more related to the field of medicine and hence missed out on the medical jargon}
Something about melanoma metastasis. Fusion of a cancer cell and a WBC (a hybrid cell) would cause it to move around the body. Because any other cell on its own cannot travel, and hence when they multiply they form a lump. {But I really couldn't quite catch what the discovery was, sorry.}
So yeh, his Eureka moment was establishing the relation between two totally disparate sources of information that already existed, but had just never been co-related
You can identify a Eureka moment because it gives you the confidence to keep striving to prove your idea no matter.


Dean Dennis Kratz (School of Arts and Humanities):
The moment you win a gold it stays with you forever.
 What scientists and poets have in common is the ability to see connections in events that seem to others as separate.


Dr. Susan Jerger (School of Behavioral and Brain Sciences):
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Eureka moments are defined by skills, newness and values.
skills - underlie our Eureka moments.
value of a Eureka moment - is not in getting the idea, but in implementing it.

Base of your success is what you know. Related to the analogy of the cook who discovered cake. That discovery was based on his knowledge of the ingredients.

story of The Merchant's Daughter --
{ending of the story}....so the cruel money lender picked up two black stones and placed it into the money bag. The merchant's daughter being quite quick-sighted, noticed that. Now the cruel merchant asked her to pick a stone from the bag. Her Eureka moment --> She put her hand in, picked a stone and as quickly as she'd picked it, she dropped it on the ground so it got mixed with the thousands of other stones. So she quickly said,"Oops! clumsy me. However, there is a way to verify what color stone I'd picked. We can just look into the bag to see the color left behind...{the readers might wanna find the entire story to understand this ending}"
Big Idea --> shift your point of view from one part of the data to another part of the data."


Robert Xavier Rodríguez (composer, conductor, School of Arts and Humanities):
"Eureka moment in art can't be related to science because there are no specific moments to define or verify the end of it.


We dance round in a ring and suppose, / But the Secret sits in the middle and knows. -- Robert Frost
{To demonstrate the essence of the Eureka moment which really can't be described in words, he played an audio track titled "The Unanswered Question" by Charles Ives}
{Explaining the audio track}The answer and the question co-existed and the moments of doubt played in as the disrupting music.

We create a home for beauty and hope beauty will come there to dwell.

Being an artist is like so -- 999 flights burst into flames at the end of the runway and just 1 takes flight. But you never know why the 999 crash.

His Eureka moment -- Why not have a 12 note row that is a circle of the fifth? {I'm sorry if I've expressed this wrong. It related to music, color referring to the difference in the sound, spectrum for the colors. I couldn't understand how to piece the three together}


Dr. John Pawelek (Yale School of Medicine):
{in continuation on the subject of artists}
Zen parable - to paint a painting of a bamboo...Study it, literally live with it...but, when you pick up your paint brush you have to forget everything you learnt...you have a subliminal preparedness... 


Dean Dennis Kratz (School of Arts and Humanities):

was having a conversation with his wife on revenge, the whole 'eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth' concept....that was his Eureka moment wherein he realized his entire dissertation was flawed....it was based on some medieval poetic material about three monks who get into a fight and then at the end of it have a drink and leave...he was never satisfied with his dissertation....after the Eureka realization, spent a lot of his time after disproving his dissertation claim....

Big Idea --> never ignore your dissatisfaction

the secret is how to turn noise into information...


Robert Xavier Rodríguez (composer, conductor, School of Arts and Humanities):
"When I write music I feel like a spectator (analogy --> trying to make an elephant. Cut away everything that does not look like an elephant). Do scientists have the same attitude?"


Dr. John Pawelek (Yale School of Medicine):
Yes, because at all times we are in a state of observance of our work.

Don't impose what you think you ought to find on what your finding.



Audience:
Did any of the Eureka moments happen early on in the career? {owing to the observation that the scientists on the panel were much older and also in general}




Mixed Responses the scientists:
Scholars, artists and scientists are troublemakers (in reference to common behavioral traits seen in this category of individuals as children)
Creativity when your young is important.
You follow rules when you can't think of anything else to do.
But we do as a society end up constraining children.




Dean Dennis Kratz (School of Arts and Humanities):
We, both, love and hate rules.
How many of us have broken the speed limit?

Edison in his workshop-- "We ain't got no rules around here. We are trying to accomplish something."





Robert Xavier Rodríguez (composer, conductor, School of Arts and Humanities):
There is a difference between rules and limitations...
In the old days of tapestry only 4 colors could be used and hence the craftsmen would get very innovative on how to mix the 4 colors to produce varieties. But then as technology advanced, slowly all colors could be used and then there were no limitations. So all innovation was lost...




Audience Member 1
You have to know the rules to break the rules...




Audience Member 2
Ripple effect of the Eureka moments in Egyptian history...




Dean Dennis Kratz (School of Arts and Humanities):
There can't be life without evolution and you can't have evolution without cancer. {In relation to Dr. Pawelek's research}
You can't have freedom without restriction....


THE END

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Friday, March 19, 2010

"What is ur deepest fear? " -- Coach Carter

I watched this movie "Coach Carter" (based on true life). Its about this basketball coach who brings about deep transformation in the lives of a bunch of unruly, but, really talented basketball players (also, high school kids). Throughout the main parts of the movie he randomly throws this question at one particular player --> "What is your deepest fear?" At the very peak point in the movie, that player gives him the answer....

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond imagination. It is our light more than our darkness which scares us. We ask ourselves - who are we to be brilliant, beautiful, talented and fabulous. But honestly, who are you not to be so?"
"You are a child of God, small games do not work in this world. For those around us to feel peace, it is not example to make ourselves small. We were born to express the glory of God that lives in us. It is not in some of us, it is in all of us. While we allow our light to shine, we unconsciously give permission for others to do the same. When we liberate ourselves from our own fears, simply our presence may liberate others."

This answer made my hair stand on end. I've found one of the missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzle that defines my life.

This moved me so much that I couldn't push off writing about it to the next day, so inspite of it being past my bedtime, its certain moments like these{emotional highs} that calls for making exceptions. :) :) :)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

So U think U can beat Me.....Yeah!!! thats' Not gonna happen....



Heard that on one particular day the "Fittest of the Fit" contest was being held. Thought that I go to the gym anyway, so I might as well participate for the heck of it and also to get some good trained supervised workout.....Well, what do you know....I ended up winning the contest (in the women's division). This serves as the encouragement and motivational factor enough to keep me working hard on my fitness for the rest of the year until the next competition that is..... :)

There was a time when I was so unfit and fat in an unhealthy way, that the doctor's had sort of warned me of being about to cross the borderline to being obese. It was my "will power" that served as my saving grace. Well, once I started getting in shape there was no looking back after that.

And to win a competition as this, just made me look back on those fatty days and remain grateful for the progress and the change that's happened....

Moving back to the "fittest of the fit" contest....So, what did I win? I got a certificate, a really cool t-shirt (military print and the words that form the title of this post at the back), an even more awesome water bottle (it has this freeze stick that can keep water ice cold for a very long time....just perfect for the sunny days) and yeh, last but not the least, a pencil.....

Life has its way of throwing surprises every now and then.....for which, I shall remain eternally grateful......

Saturday, March 13, 2010

It is about to be finished!!!

gosh !!! I'm feeling crazy pangs of anxiety right now....and why so? well, I am about to go today to complete one of my tattoos. This had been in the pipeline since a long time now...How long? well about a year......today just feels like the right day to get it completed.....

That's the picture of what it looks like right now. I now need to get palms tattooed around it. My tattoo is explained as follows:- the cherub symbolizes me, the hands(that i'm about to get) around the cherub symbolize the hands' of God, there's a banner above the cherub with the words "Ut Amen et Foveam"(in latin) inscribed in it......So, all the pieces taken together mean--> God created me so that "I may love and cherish" or "Ut Amen et Foveam"......





Every tattoo that I've gotten have marked a significant event in my life.....and surely this is how its going to be for every tattoo I will get eventually.....
gosh!!! right now I'm wondering that there are gonna be so many significant events, I wonder how I'm gonna manage the space... :)
my thoughts about getting tattoos is that "that's the only wordly impression that I will take with me to my grave, and this is the expression I want to use".....


When I first got the news that I was accepted to UTD, I got my first tattoo to mark that event. It also served as a reminder to give me strength in all my endeavors. So that whenever I felt demotivated or I was ready to give up, I could look at the tattoo and say "Alright, whatever I am feeling right now is nothing in comparison to this"...So yeh, that was the rationale behind the tattoo....This tattoo inspires me to be "Courageous"





Now, the tattoo of the cherub was used to mark the internship that I got in the summer of 2009. It indicated God's hand and protection around me at all times. At that phase I always managed to maintain a positive attitude, and well, God only needed me to trust in His plans for me. Off-course there were times when my faith was badly shaken, that's the beauty of it, that God loves me. The situation around was so grim, so many people loosing their jobs and what not, that I was frightened within at times. I now realize how stupid I'd been to feel like that. It just seemed so right to feel that way then. However, I now know I need to live everyday of my life like there's gonna be no tomorrow. But, if asked whether I wanted to go back and change anything about that experience or my reaction to that situation, I would say a big NO. It was that experience that's made me this eternal optimistic person I am today and so it served as a great platform to learn and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.


The completed version of the tattoo, with the added hands of God marks the admit I got into UTD's Ph.D. program, which is a giant leap for me....

The entire tattoo inspires me to always have hope, faith and love in my heart, soul and mind.....

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

With Arms Wide Open

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face

With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open

Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the person I have to be
I'll take a breath, I'll take it in my stride
I stand in awe, I've created a life

                                   With arms wide open
                                Under the sunlight
                               Welcome to this place 

I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open
   I'll show you everything ...oh yeah
   With arms wide open..wide open
just greet the world with arms wide open...

With arms wide open
     Under the sunlight
             Welcome to this place
                I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
With arms wide open
I'll show you everything..oh yeah
With arms wide open....wide open 



Saturday, January 30, 2010

The Kingdom of Heaven

Recently, I watched "The Kingdom of Heaven". The story is set during the Crusades of the 12th century. The movie is a fictionalized portrayal of a brave knight Balian of Ibelin who goes to aid the city of Jerusalem in its defense against the Muslim and Kurdish leader Saladin, who is battling to reclaim the city from the Christians.

What's really inspiring about Balian is, the strength of character he shows, the gift of discernment that he possess and the ability to be uninfluenced by popular beliefs.

Another interesting scene in the movie was when Balian was ordained a knight by his father. "The Knight's Oath" is the central principle around which the life of a knight revolves.

THE KNIGHT'S OATH
Be without fear in the face of your enemies...
Be brave and upright that God may love thee...
Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death... 
Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong...

And the newly ordained knight is then slapped hard across his face, just so that he remembers the oath.


I figured "The Knight's Oath" would be a perfect principle to live by, that would remind me how we are all called to be brave knights in this exciting battle called life. :)

Friday, January 29, 2010

Sleeping Bag / Comforter PrEdIcAmEnT

Wow! its been long since I wrote. Well, all this while I'd been wracking my brain trying to figure out something to write about. Not cause there was a dearth of interesting things in my life, but there were so many I couldn't get my thoughts together on them...So yeh, finally I got really excited about something and figured it would make for the perfect blog post.....

OK, so its the first semester at UTD and my roomies and me go sleeping bag shopping. It should be known, when your a student the concept of a bed seems pretty fancy :). So yeh, while everyone else were just looking for something comfortable to sleep on, I had to have my preferences.

"And what were those preferences?", you might ask. It had to, just had to, have some picture of a cartoon on it.

At the time I was under the influence of the pixar animated movie Cars......and what do you know, right enough I spotted a sleeping bag that was a part Cars movie merchandise. My excitement knew no bounds, I had to buy it and I did. The entire journey back home I couldn't help but pride myself about my sleeping bag being really cool in comparison to those that my roomies had bought and I did tease them about it. The bubble burst once I got home and opened the packing the sleeping bag was in, only to find that it was the kids size. Darn it!!! Everyone had a good laugh, while I was trying to keep a straight face, like it was alright and I was still excited about it being "The Lightning Mcqueen" sleeping bag. Deep down in my heart, I was cursing myself for not having read the specifications on the packing.


So yeh, I uncomfortably managed to stuff myself into it for a few nights{I wonder how I did that though!!!}
That's the picture of my sb on the left. There's not arguing that it doesn't look awesome. But not being the right size, it didn't really serve the purpose I bought it for...
After a few restless nights, I moved to sleeping on the couch in the hall(sleeping bag in tow...I still couldn't separate myself from it :) )

Ok so I had the fancy stuff over the period of my internship.
Back to UTD, somehow changes to
Fast forward to yesterday, when I bought the most awesome comforter to sleep on. Gosh I just can't get over how cool it is --->
 


Yeh, people it's Buzz and Woody of the "Toy Story" fame on the comforter.What's really cool is the attention paid to detail. Like in the movie, the kid Andy who owns the toys, marks his name on his toys. Check out Buzz's foot. Do you see a "Andy" down there... :)

And you know I haven't still spoken of the icing on the cake. It came with a free pillow-case {I don't use pillows', that's another story :P}
Lots a reasons to be excited about huh!!! I think its gonna be a while before I change this one. But hell, I've said that loads of times before too. Now the realization has dawned on me, that consistency and me do not share anything in common....So expect an update on this one pretty soon.... ;)

THAT!!! my friends was the story of my sleeping bag / comforter predicament......